One of the things which always puz­zled me was the rage that the elites evince toward the coun­try which granted them the boons that they pos­sess.  Then I got it.

Take, for exam­ple, our pres­i­dent.  I under­stand that his father took a pow­der, that he was raised by his grand­par­ents who were typ­i­cal white peo­ple, and that his mother’s name was Stanley.

Imag­ine going through school with that bag­gage.  Nyah nyah nyah nyah, your mother’s name is Stanley!

Then being whisked to Indone­sia, where, aside from the pain of hav­ing to change schools and friends,  you can’t speak the lingo for a while, they have a dif­fer­ent reli­gion, and you don’t look like them. So you’re odd man out. Again.

Imag­ine junior high school with that going on.

  • you’re not a proper Mus­lim, or
  • you’re not really black, or
  • you’re not white, or
  • your mother’s name is Stanley

Imag­ine the teas­ing.  Grow­ing up is hell for almost every­body, but for Barack it must have been espe­cially gruesome.

In his book he declared that rich white peo­ple delib­er­ately brought their dogs over to his Harlem neigh­bor­hood to take a dump.  And that’s true if you’re writ­ing a book try­ing to estab­lish your creds in the Rich White Peo­ple Are The Despoil­ers of the Earth universe.

Because if you’re a rich white per­son you nat­u­rally want to walk your dog where you’re afraid to go just so it can poop on their lawns.  But that’s how young Barack saw it (or said he saw it).

So he has a grudge.

But, then if you want to see a real grudge, con­sider this bit about Peggy Noonan.

I think Peggy is witty.  I think her gra­cious.  Most of all I think her kind (once,when Faulkner was at a bap­tism of twins, he was asked to con­tribute some­thing, and so he went to the bap­tismal font and said, Babies:  Be Kind!).  I don’t always agree with her, and some­times, as in some of her Palin eval­u­a­tions, I dis­agree vehe­mently.  It is obvi­ous, though, from these rem­i­nis­cences, that Peggy’s sin was not unkind­ness, nor dimwit­ted­ness, but shoul­der­ing her way in where she didn’t belong.

I know this sounds like a note passed by a seventh-​​grader, but as these writ­ers went to school with Peggy, and as she is now 59, they are pre­sum­ably long past their senior prom.  The empha­sis, I should add, is mine.

Awful as it sounds, I can’t help but won­der if I was part of a small group of peo­ple in high school that played a role in the cre­ation of the Peggy Noo­nan who plagues us today. Could it be that WE were the ones that turned Peggy Noo­nan into the affected, supe­rior, and snide far-​​right winger who never seems to go away?

Peggy and I were mem­bers of the class of 1968 at Ruther­ford (NJ) High School. She had trans­ferred in from some­where unknown at the start of her sopho­more year.

Trans­ferred in from some­where?  Well, so much for the melt­ing pot.

My mother was a teacher at RHS and she was in her social stud­ies class.  Her rec­ol­lec­tions of Peggy–long, limp hair, a loner who didn’t say boo, a B stu­dent, some­one liv­ing over a sta­tionery store down­town, def­i­nitely not from the tonier side of WASP Rutherford.

Liv­ing over a store!  What right had this wretch to come and breath our air?!

Those of us in the VERY small group call­ing itself The Resis­tance were, obvi­ously, not among the “in group”–i.e., the football-​​cheerleader crowd.  We were the “nerds” and artists, inter­ested in push­ing the enve­lope in a very con­ser­v­a­tive time and place: for exam­ple, I was edi­tor of the paper

I was edi­tor of the paper.  Remem­ber:  this is a per­son push­ing 60 and she is main­tain­ing that Peggy Noo­nan, who has been a White House aid, a TV pro­ducer, and a colum­nist for the Wall Street Jour­nal, was not a pim­ple on the ass of her exalted posi­tion.  The edi­tor of a high school newspaper.

In fact, none of us trusted her. She was sneaky. She always seemed to have an eye trained on my boyfriend, the most tal­ented artist in the school.

Well, of course.  We have all heard of boyfriend. [please keep in mind: this per­son is 60 or close to it]

Was this early rejec­tion by her rad­i­cal high school peers the cause of her going off the deep end and becom­ing a right-​​winger of the most obnox­ious and toxic sort?

Aha!  YOU were respon­si­ble for Peggy Noo­nan hav­ing a reward­ing and world-​​hopping career, dis­gust­ing though said career may have been.

If ever you won­der that Amer­i­cans should have hoped and prayed that we should lose ter­ri­bly in Iraq, or Viet­nam before that, or that we would get hit by an even more fero­cious ter­ror­ist attack so we could get what was com­ing to us, just re-​​read this piece by Mon­ica Finch and Glo­ria R. Lalumia.

With some peo­ple, high school casts a long shadow.  Don’t look for mercy or under­stand­ing from these people.

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Tags: adolescent rage

3 Comments to “She Came from “Somewhere””

  1. Luke says:

    Your point of view is that of a white per­son, as a brown per­son (his­panic) , son of migrants I know exactly what he went through.

    • Nolanimrod says:

      No. You don’t. Not unless your mother was named Eduardo, because your par­ents really wanted a boy, and every sin­gle day of her life she was told they don’t want you by the very fact of her name, so she grew up yearn­ing for the other. And then your mom got knocked up by some­body who is totally the other and all was splen­dif­er­ous until dad went blither­ing off and then mom found another the other and hauled you off away from your friends to where you didn’t speak the lan­guage or under­stand the reli­gion and you’re sup­posed to do both. And after doing that for awhile you went to live with your grand­par­ents whom you dearly loved because they cared for you but you also hated because they are white.

      Luke, I grew up in Tuc­son, AZ. There weren’t near the Mex­i­cans (and what’s with this His­panic stuff? You Mex­i­can? Hon­duran? Sal­vado­ran? Guatemalan? Columbian?) there then but my father’s lawyer was Mex­i­can. Became a fed­eral dis­trict court judge. We didn’t think like that then. This iden­tity pol­i­tics is, believe it or not, new. Look­ing back I can tell, just from their names, that my friends were Mex­i­can, Eng­lish, Scot, Irish, Russ­ian, Jew­ish, Pol­ish, Mid­dle East­ern, and some I haven’t fig­ured. Names like Arnes­son and Can­right and Kolenkark. Vil­laseñor and Kuluva and Karim. And those were the last names.

      I knew peo­ple who weren’t like me. But I don’t hate them because they’re not. I don’t hate myself because I’m not like them. And I don’t need to hate any­body because he’s not suf­fi­ciently The Other.

      That’s for starters.

    • Nolanimrod says:

      Oh! And, Luke? About my hav­ing the POV of a white per­son. The Mex­i­can guy I wrote about? My father’s lawyer? I knew him pretty well because he used to take me hunt­ing. His father came from Sinaloa and opened a bar and gen­eral store in the min­ing town of Mam­moth. His son, my father’s lawyer, worked in the store and the mines and went to the Uni­ver­sity of Ari­zona and became a lawyer and later a fed­eral judge. And he would kick your ass if you said he wasn’t white.

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